As you feel stuck, and as rants can only do so much, I offer one very beautiful example of scientific writing: http://www.ecoplexity.org/files/uploads/Hutchinson.pdf I read this and feel as Salieri hearing Mozart.
It occurred to me that we are still learning about quantum physics when hearing about homeopathy's memory of the molecule bit. I still wouldn't make use of homeopathy for any treatment. My brother ate the dirt, and my genome has meant getting sunshine leads to basal cell carcinoma. I was dreaming of my own little worlds.